~Reaching out your hands to help them~Yesterday, sister and I decided to go to Edge Church and we went. I didn't went to the church (Goodwood Methodist Church) we usually goes because it's a combine and bilingual service which I personally find it hard to follow.
Well, it was full of God's people in Edge church yesterday~ very crowded yet still many people praising God with their heart and lifted hands. I've to say that every time I attend the service there, I could heavy felt the touching of God's spirit within me; it's hard to describe or express how it feels like. AMAZING!!! There's a preacher who just came back from the Cambodia's and India's mission trips and he shared what he seen and done. They went and serves the kids in the orphans house- many touching yet heartbroken story about each of the kids; alcohol abuse father and suicidal mother, abondoned kid with cancer, and etc.... They were encouraged us to make donation and also sponsor the kids- honestly, I would have done it if I still working and financially able but I can't~ Seriously, my heart was and is pounding painfully still in my chest whenever I thought of I can't do anything for them. My tears rolled down deep inside my heart and everywhere, even sister were crying too... We both truly felt the touching of God's spirit. However, I know that not just the physically support (donation) we can gives but emotioanl support is much more important. I can felt the touching of God deep inside me and His calling for mission strongly touched me at times.
Well, it was full of God's people in Edge church yesterday~ very crowded yet still many people praising God with their heart and lifted hands. I've to say that every time I attend the service there, I could heavy felt the touching of God's spirit within me; it's hard to describe or express how it feels like. AMAZING!!! There's a preacher who just came back from the Cambodia's and India's mission trips and he shared what he seen and done. They went and serves the kids in the orphans house- many touching yet heartbroken story about each of the kids; alcohol abuse father and suicidal mother, abondoned kid with cancer, and etc.... They were encouraged us to make donation and also sponsor the kids- honestly, I would have done it if I still working and financially able but I can't~ Seriously, my heart was and is pounding painfully still in my chest whenever I thought of I can't do anything for them. My tears rolled down deep inside my heart and everywhere, even sister were crying too... We both truly felt the touching of God's spirit. However, I know that not just the physically support (donation) we can gives but emotioanl support is much more important. I can felt the touching of God deep inside me and His calling for mission strongly touched me at times.
With my trials and problems I am facing now and looking at the unfortunate kids... Their trials and problems are much more biggest than me. I still have a loving family, godmothers, godfathers, boyfriend, sister, brothers, and friends around me. What can I ask for more?
And yes, Christmas is in the corner and is soon coming~ Have you ever thought or think of the homeless and abondoned kids in orphan's house? I did and always. Don't know why???? but yesterday my heart was filled with God's love, and I felt the heat and warm around me~ :) Also my heart is passionately wanted to reach out to the kids. YEP! It's all about my passion for all the little kids who is yet to know Christ:) I want to join the world mission trips and serving God in wherever He placed me.
In the past few days, my heart and my mind were all blank, and don't know what I really want. Confused... But God has directed me to the mission field~ I wish and I want to be a missionary one day. And of course not by my wish but His will to be done.
My dear children, God is always with you all as He loves you more than your parents. Psalm 27:10"When my father and my mother forsake me. Then the Lord will take care of me."
35 for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; 36 I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.’37 “Then the righteous will answer Him, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed You, or thirsty and give You drink? 38 When did we see You a stranger and take You in, or naked and clothe You? 39 Or when did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?’ 40 And the King will answer and say to them, ‘Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me.
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