Well, let me share a little bit of what's been happened to me recently... As many of you may knew that I've resigned because of some political or conflict going in my workplace which stressed me so much. I have to come home everyday with massive headache (migraine) and even with tears sometimes. No one seems to understand how I felt but God does~ So I decided to quit the job, I knew I've done a silly mistake. I always act too quickly with my decision before even thought of the consequences and what the outcome would be.
Through all these time, I have learnt so much and how to make a wise decision. Well, have been looking for a job for quite sometimes now. Have not yet heard any good response really~ which worried me so much. I prayed and telling God ''I don't really want to go home". Time is getting closer to where I have to leave Adelaide soon (20th November 2011) because my visa will be terminated. Have sent an e-mail to immigration for an extension but not yet reply.
Last week has been really stressful week and hard time for me, I can see how my family, bf, friends, and sister are all worrying about me... and yet I can't do anything. I just felt useless and hopeless:(:(:( I went to beach alone and walked down the sand... Don't know what to do~ then I thought; ummm~ haven't done my devotion for today yet, so I looked on my bible devotion's page. Luke 5:11 it says; And as soon as they landed, they left everything and followed Jesus. Sometimes, we human being always thought we can do everything by our own without God's help. BUT we are surely WRONG!
The verse really struck me and I suddenly realize that I can't do anything by my own. I should run to the ONE who is in control. I know that I need help and I know that Jesus is the only ONE who can help me now. I just need a faith that Jesus required. Ready to leave the circumstances and follow His foot step.
On Tuesday, I received an offer to work in Victor Harbor. But because of the distance and that I may have to move there which I really don't wanted to. I don't know if I should accept it or not, been praying for it... I was asked to response to them on the following day. But I didn't. I believes God will have a better one for me and I just have to wait patiently~ On Wednesday, I received another phone call about the job, had an interview over the phone which I did really well~ and I was told that they will get back to me pretty soon but until yesterday still not:(
Disappointed I was, waited and waited. Thinking ... maybe God wants me to go back to Malaysia? Just before I left to Mas airline for the ticket changing yesterday, my phone rang... A women asked me for an interview on Monday and also required me to bring my passport along. At that time, I was very happy and praising God!!!!!!
Immigration also have replied; stated that they will not terminate my visa straight away but I may have to explain to them soon. :D:D:D:D So good to hear that!!!! RELIEVED~
Very often God will test our patient and our faith~ Although I didn't really do well but I put my fully trust in Him:):):)
Wish me good luck everyone~ If you are a believer, do include me in your prayers:) Thanks.
LOVE <3
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